Well well well.
arent i screwed.
Ok, so the thing is;
my mother is a psycopath.
she went on a combined menopause/quitting-smoking/stress/bitchy-mom rage.

long story short many of my sketchbooks have been taken, doodles ripped up in a rage, and i'm now 'forbidden to draw in class' and should 'study instead of drawing because it'll actually matter in my future'.
i said i wanted to be an artist and she goes:
"first atheism, then gay rights, and now /this/?"
"mother, i've been 'atheist' for a while and you know that. two, love is love, get over yourself and your narrow-mindedness. three, congrats, you know your daughter after fourteen years." {arent i just the sassycat?}
"you're so immature! this is so stupid! you put more work into school or i'll take away your art privilages for good!"
"mother, art is not a /privilage/."
"it's childish! the things you draw are childish and immature! stop talking to me like i'm incapable of understanding you, young lady!"
ect. ect...

so, fact o' the matter is my moms a psycobitch and i'm probably not gonna be on dA for much time in the next, oh, i don't know, year or so.
or until i move out.
or maybe i'll be able to sneak it a lot.
i dunno lol

how bout some good news; i'm getting to really love writing
short-stories and poetry and shit C:
hopefully someday i'll have the discipline to write a novel lol
but 'someday' is always better than this moment, amirite?

Morgasm
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